Mama is recovering from the operation. So, she had not been cuddling me since I was born, except those weird positions when breastfeeding. All the while have been lao aunty, popo and papa who are taking care of me.

Mama was a bit worry that I will not recognize her. So this morning, she tried to latch me on again. I just didn't feel very hungry and also the position mama trying to put me on made me uncomfortable.

I struggle, resisted the temptation of fresh milk.

But I didn't reject her. I just twisted and turned my head away from the breast. I still felt the closeness and warmness and familiar of mama when I was in her arms. Slowly and slowly, I fell asleep on her lap. I felt safe and secure to be with my mama again.

I do recognize and love my mama.

But mama, don't be too over-satisfied. You still have much to learn on how to cuddle me.. hehehe.. :)

Too bad, papa didn't take any photo of us. Guessed papa must be watching from side with much envy. Will I become "Mama's Girl"? Hehehe.. We shall see.. :D

Papa and mama help me to tell their friends and relatives about my blog. And I was so happy that today, I made another friend from UK. She is my cousin, Kuri.
I think we will clicked and will have a lot of girl's talk with Kuri next time. hehehee..

Kuri and her papa, mama complimented that I gorgeous. I am so flatter.. heheee..

I am almost a couple of week old, but I already have many friends, like Kuri from London and Yue Yue and Rui Rui from 611.

Yue Yue was so happy to see me on the first day when I was home. She kept coming into my room to see me. She will grabbed whoever she can, her mother, her father, her popo (my popo too) to accompany her to see me relentlessly.

I can't wait to grow up and hang around and have tea break with them.

I went for second jaundice test today. The nurse took my weight first. 4.1kg! Two days ago, I was 4.2kg, now I am 100gm lighter?? Should I be happy, as it means I am slimmer. I don't intend to keep fit yet.


Arghh.. be cool.. 100gm only. At least I should be happy that my jaundice is better, still need to wait for the report tomorrow.


Today very funny lor. My mama really worry that her breast milk is not enough and also worry that I can't recognize her. Hmm.. it is true that I now felt more comfortable with lao aunty and popo. I still can remember my mama. Just that mama is doing confinement, so, the smell of her is a bit sorry, especially her hair.

Oh.. the second test of jaundice has shown significant improvement, that's good. Then I no need to be admitted to hospital for "sun bath" and tanning.

My mama started her nagging kung fu again. She wanted me to put up the photo when papa, mama and I in OT room. I resisted cause I was not pretty looking that day. I was wet, wrinkles and a bit off colour.

Mama is the boss (and lor sor too.)

This picture was taken almost immediately after I was born. That day, papa and mama when holding me had tears of joy. Papa was all smiling. This photo is the first photo of we three taking together.

Oh, I must introduce some of the supporting actors.
The man in blue gown in the background was uncle Dr Wong. He was the one pulled my head to force me to come out.
And not to forget the man who pushed me out from mama's womb. He was the one taking this photo for us. He is the muscular Uncle Epidural.
Both are my heroes. :)

There was a new aunty came to my house today. She looks very fierce. I heard she will be helping papa and mama to taking care of me.


I was worry! Will she be very fierce? Will she take good care of me and my mama...

She was very fast to get herself going. She fed me, cleared my poo poo and shh shh.. hehee.. hmm.. so far, I think she is ok la..

Today very strange. 7 early 8 morning (it means very early in the morning), the nurse pushed me to my mama. So I thought I can spent the day with my papa and mama.

Then after I sucked a small cup of milk, the nurse came in and pushed me back to nursery.

After that, there was a doctor put something into my ear. It was a soft thing. Then I heard some clicking sounds. Then the doctor took away the soft thing. Funny doctor, she must think that I have hearing problem so they did the hearing test on me. I have been a good listener since in my mama's womb. I was well-trained, listening to papa's song and also their nagging.

11:30am. The nurse helped me to change. Today must be special day. They helped me to change into pink colour long sleeves and pants. Usually I will wear singlet and pampers and wrapped up.
And now the wrapper also yellow. I guessed my papa and mama are going to bring me home.

I was right! My papa hold me the whole taxi journey to my home. Home sweet home. I can recognize my home. My bed is very colourful. Pink in colour with red dots and colourful squares. But I don't like the pillow. How come a big yucky old-fashion purple colour pillow was put on top of me!! I thought the pillow should be under my head! And they used some napkin to be my pillow. How weird!

Before I forgot, today I met another family member. She looks very kind and gentle. She is my popo. When she hugged me, I feel soft and comfortable. Not like my skinny papa.

Mama still try to latch me on. I was hungry. Mama supply not come yet, just the few drops of milk. I was still hungry. I want more!! And I made myself very clear (and loud).

Papa no choice, had to make me formula milk to feed me. I finished it within 3 minutes. Hehehee.. I am happy, I think so is papa, as this is the first time he feeds me.

The whole day, papa and popo were busy taking care of me. My popo even helped me to clean my poo poo.. hehee.. so pai seh... but no choice la..

Well.. can't be bother. It is always good to be home!

1am in the morning. Papa was still sleeping like a pig. Mama started to feel a bit of pain. She was not sure, but as I had promised, I will be very cooperative.

4am in the morning, the signal I gave to my mama getting clearer. Yes, it was contraction.
And it was happening about every 5 minutes.
But blur mama, woke papa up, told him that she has pain at the lower body. And blur papa thought that, pain at lower body should not be contraction, so he continued to sleep.

6am in the morning, mama woke papa up again. She said, contraction. And it is REAL. I was very cooperative to come out before being induced out.. hehe..

Mama and papa quickly took breakfast, get things ready and went to Mount Alvernia hospital.
They went straight into Delivery Suite.

When in delivery suite around 8am, mama asked for epidural. Mama very scared of pain. The doctor was a bit late, and reached about 9am to give mama epidural.
After that, both of them like 'holiday-ing' in delivery suite. I can hear they switch on tv, and radio playing classical music. Somemore, they took pictures while at delivery suite.

At around 4:30pm, second syringe of epidural finished the last ml. Doctor advised not to give anymore, as to prepare mama for pushing me out.
But, I think I was not ready.

5:30pm. This is the first time I felt pressure against me. Gosh.. I was so enjoy hiding inside mama's womb, with free food, free drinks and free place to stay without worries.
My mama was trying to push me out!!
I was not happy. I clinged on tightly...
Doctor told mama to stop and rest first as my head still high up inside the womb.

6:40pm. Doctor came in again. Asked my mama to push again. My head was down a bit, but not down enough.. hehee.. I can't really bear to leave this warm, watery and well protected place.
So, mama unable to push me out.. hehee.. I WON!!

Doctor decided to do 'Scissor'. I was puzzled. What is scissor???
Mama went into operation room. Jabbed with epidural, doctor was operating the familiar wall of my mama skin.
Then I felt that there were someone pushing my legs downward, while another one trying to pull me out...

"It's a Girl" and time was 8:20pm (2020). Nice number. 180908 2020.

Of course i am a girl.. Gosh, disturbed my sleep inside the womb. Ahhh.. well, it is time for me to see the world.

The nurse was counting my fingers and toes and showed to papa that I am a girl.
According to papa, I was a bit dark purple in colour.
I was trying to talked to papa, but papa was not responding to me....
I guessed what I was talking, to them was crying...
sigh.. so, I stopped, and trying to sleep. But the naughty nurse woke me up again. This time I tried to complain her.

Later, I was brought to my mama. Then me, papa and mama with the uncle doctor at the back, took picture together. I haven't make up!!! I haven't even properly dressed!!!

I was later pushed to a room with many babies. They took my weight, height and the size of my head. Beside me, there was a baby boy. I was 3.86kg and i think he was below 3kg. I was twice his size. Felt like give him a kick at his butt... hehehehe..

That's how I was brought to the world.. to begin my life journey as Daddy's girl...

It was dark inside. Limited space for me. I was still in my cute mummy's tummy.

Every night my papa and mama will sing song for me before my mummy going to sleep.
They always sang "Bah bah black sheep... " and "ABC"... It was nice, but why "ABC". So fast want me to learn ABC..

On 17 September, my papa and mama talked a lot to me. I heard a lot. They nagged me a lot. I can't understand, but I think I have secret channel between me and mama. They wanted me to come out on 18 September, else I will be induced to come out on my EDD, 19 September. The tall doctor said I am 3.5kg, my mama very worry.

Ok la.. I am a good and obedient girl, I will be very cooperative.